i go round and round
searching for contact
from one site to the next
as if minutes make a difference
maybe someone reached out now
maybe now
maybe now
INSANE
i observe myself from behind the impulsion
compulsion i cannot satisfy
how desperate we humans can be
at times of discomfort within oneself
why do i look to you to ease the emptiness
you encompassing everyone
anyone
someone please
CONTACT
so that i am not alone
here in this empty house
at the computer
unreal
ABSURD
im amused at this spectacle