i feel so affected by this season.....it's complex...the cold weather makes me want to hide inside, create a cozy ambiance and just remain tucked away from the every day....comfort is what a desire....i feel lazy....at the same time i am reminded of all the actions one must take to ensure comfort.....life does go on...and that could be intimating at times....i want to resist the pull of reality.....i want to stay in the womb......catering to my senses....relaxing....the smell of pine...the glow of a candle....a tired body on a cozy couch wrapped in a favorite blanket intertwined with another warm body.....just breathing....realaxing slowly into bliss...utter submersion.....
i hope to differentiate between indulging in comfort and being lazy...sometimes the line gets blurred....if i stay too long it becomes the other......
tonight i want to enjoy.....enjoy my home....enjoy the company of my son.....enjoy the yummy soup i've made.....i want to just be and allow the night to unfold with no expectations or stress....just float....no engaging in thoughts of tomorrow...the tasks that call me...that wait for me....not tonight....tonight i choose bliss....
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