i am

it's been a while since i've come here to write... sometimes i get swept away...... i guess the challenge comes in staying grounded and connected while flowing free with life. today i have no specific topic or burning desire i long to share....i just am. i feel my life expanding....

i have prayed for divine guidance, for divine inspiration.....i have prayed to emerge from my cacoon of healing, of fear.... and to grow in the light... to use my talents... to create.... fearless self expression....i am emerging......i love it....i embrace who i am... what a new concept..... extraordinary!  

how have i come to this? i have been led here.... do with me as you will, so that i may be an instrument of love and healing in this world..... this is my prayer....i know in my heart that i am taken care of..... providence has brought me abundance..... life itself is abundant....i appreciate.....i accept....i allow.....i surrender......i am

i will not let fear take hold and deflate me.....i shall fly on faith.... on an unwavering belief that i am being carried.... trust....

i am joyous today for all that is my life...... such gratitude for the details.... where the real richness lives.....

this realm, mysterious to me some time back.... only catching glimpses through slightly open windows...... enough only to know that there was a possibility of existence......

but now..... now i know in the very depth of my soul that this realm of spirit, of mysticism, of god, of magic, of energy...... it is real.... realer than anything we can declare.... than any illusion we can manifest in this physical realm. i have discovered a way to live in harmony with this energy of life.....i am becoming whole