Sunday, August 2, 2009

reflection

Life carries on...ever moving, changing, expanding.
I believe nothing is fixed or certain or really ever truly belongs to us. That scares me sometimes.
Things have come and gone...people I have loved I have lost, both to life and to death. My heart aches sometimes....but always returns to love. I have learned to let go and accept what is....this has brought me peace.
I've witnessed life at it's beginning and never before have I felt love with such depth.... I am responsible for guiding this little human....ironically he has already taught me more than I could ever him.
My experiences have given me a deep appreciation for life...I love being human.
I want to express myself to the world...my view of this crazy life...with all its beauty and love and humor and excitement and disappointment and sadness....it's all so sensational.
I chose to abandon safety for freedom of spirit.... attempting to let go of fear and surrender to the flow of life...working to stay present and in the moment.
Sometimes I don't know what's going on, how I got here or where I'm going....but I trust that my life is unfolding exactly as it should.....that I am right where I need to be.
I am here.