push thru

i have come up against an imbedded fear.....i am afraid that i will be alone/outcast/disliked if i continue to move forward in self realization and allow my greatness to emerge fully.....

there are people who are not firmly grounded in themselves and so react with jealousy to other's progress.....i will not allow their negativity to hinder my spiritual growth and freedom....

i have the right to be full.....i have a right to my talents.....to my beauty....to my ambition.....i have the right to own my power and allow my life to unfold in abundance.....

i will not let other's energy impede on my expansion.......it saddens me that some harbor negative feelings toward me for my achievements and capabilities.....

this could all, very well be, a projection of the fears i have within me.....maybe it is just my imagination....maybe i have heard my mother speak with disgust of "those that have" too many times.....maybe it is her voice i hear now in the assumed judgments of others.....maybe this is all living inside of me.....

in any case the time has come for me to face these fears and to continue to progress through them despite the paralysis they inspire......my life has not been given so that i can win the praise and admiration of those around me....it is mine to cultivate to the fullest potential....manifest my creative talents.....embrace freedom........

those who envy freedom are those who are too afraid to seek it.....i want to be surrounded by the seekers....